Seems I will be putting the kids back in daycare and going back to a regular working schedule. My current employer is doing away with the weekend bonus program so if there is no bonus for doing double EVERY weekend then I am going back to a regular schedule. We don't really have the $$$ but will have to find it some where, I am saving $$ on the household budget with myh coupons so that helps, and we can stop our stock market investing for now which will free up $400/mo. I know we can do it, and now I will get to be home every other weekend again but we will be too broke to do anything, and I would say that we will just enjoy our family time but seems I am in a pretty unhappy marriage right now. Chris is drinking which is bothering me, he is not fall down drunk but concidering he hasn't drank in years, I think an 18 pack a week is alot and could just be the start. I haven't been to the gym in weeks since I have been to my Mom's two out of the last three weeks. I have lost my motivation, Chris never compliments me or even acts like he has noticed that I am losing weight. It is very frustrating. He seems to have lost interest in me and is unhappy most of the time. I don't know if my work schedule change will help or if it deeper than that.
My current weight is up which is no surprise. I will try not to regain all the weight when I go back to my old work schedule, but it will be hard to find time to go the gym.
Sorry for the depressing post but that is my life right now....
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Don't lose motivation because Chris doesn't seem to notice. You're doing this for you, to be healthy. Go back and reread your post here.
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