Much better day

Lots less worrying today. A combination of talking it out with Chris and blogging have helped rest my mind. I have stopped beating myself up for the insurance issue. I have gotten things out in the open with Chris and told him I don't want him to worry with me, just to be there for me and not make me feel bad for worrying. So we chatted and talked and I am more relaxed about things now. But then at work I admitted a 28 year old male cancer patient who is dying. Great!! Just what I needed, so I go out to the car to cry a little and then I felt better. But it is going to be very hard to take care of him.